My encounter with Argilla in the Nexus did not end well. I found her inquiring about weapons that she may be able to procure. I told her I was unable to provide her with any weapons, and inquired as to what she needed it for. Apparently, another Junkyard has been discovered. She and Gale plan to scout it out. I let her know my aid was always available to another Embryon.

That is where the encounter took a sour turn. The subject shifted to these 'emotions' that pervaded the Junkyard near its destruction and turned the warriors from Nirvana. When I told her my suspicions about 'emotions', she became irate. I expressed that I thought she had taken leave of her senses, the Law and Nirvana when she gained 'emotions', but this made her worse. I do not understand why she would react in such a way. It would seem I have much to learn about 'emotions', though I am not sure I want to learn more.

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I have not been able to exit this place called the Nexus since finding myself here several days ago. I rest in corners and alleys and conveniently placed chairs. I still have not been able to locate the Leader. I encountered Argilla once more. The same thing that happened to the other warriors of the Embryon is happening to me. I can feel these 'emotions' rising, just under the surface of me. I will not allow it to happen. To deviate from the Law is unthinkable. I will not allow it to happen to me.

The hunger grows. I cannot prevent it for much longer. In the same way that I can feel the Law disintegrating from me, I can feel the hunger advancing. Oberon will not let me alone. Almost every minute he is hounding me for food, spewing insults at me, degrading me. I have tried to hunt, but as much as I try, I cannot harm anyone in this place. I will succumb to the hunger unless I can find the Lady Sera.

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Mission Objectives: Gather information about the Nexus. Do not eat any food found there, especially cupcakes.

Mission Results: It is unclear as to what exactly, scientifically, the Nexus is. It is the general consensus that it is a 'meeting place' for all realities, dimensions, realms or worlds. Many people find themselves there by accident, such as I. The reason that Gale warned me against eating food is something called 'Nexus LOL'. One is in a state of 'Nexus LOL' when under the effects of something from the Nexus. Nexus LOLs take different forms--gender swapping, age reduction, species changing and other effects have been known to occur. Most of these situations arise from something the individual does while in the Nexus (such as eating a cupcake) though apparently, recently there was a massive distortion that rippled from the Nexus and out into other worlds. It is a possibility, given what little information I have, that this ripple may have been the reason for the Junkyard's destruction.

Notes: Made contact with some Embryon Tribe members, specifically the ones that traveled to Sahasrara just prior to the Junkyard's destruction. These members include: Argilla, Gale and Heat. I have been unable to locate the Leader as of yet. After the completion of Gale's assigned task, I have made finding the location of the Leader my top priority. My second priority has become satiating my hunger. Oberon clamours for food, and I have none to give him. Perhaps I should also seek out the Lady Sera, if she survived the end of the Junkyard as well.

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It would seem that the Junkyard is no more.

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